Happy Two Months!

Today is the two-month anniversary of the first day Phil and I met. And oddly, it feels more like two years instead of two months. Maybe its because I feel like I have known him forever. I just feel like its been longer.

I was reflecting today about what a different place I was in two months ago. I was so bitter towards men and relationships after dealing with one jerk after another. I resigned myself to being alone for the rest of my life and was thisclose to giving up on the dating thing altogether. Then I met Phil, and he changed my whole world around. It was like in that instant, I just knew I was meant to spend the rest of my life with him. Its a hard feeling to describe, but I am sure there are some of you out there who know exactly what I am talking about, the undeniable chemistry and connection that hits you as soon as you meet the right one.

In the course of these two months, we've fallen in love, gotten engaged, moved in together, and next month we're getting married. And I fall in love with him more and more as each day passes. When I look at him, I see my future, a partner, a family. I have never felt this way about anyone before, and I feel so lucky to have him in my life. Even though we have moved things fast, when you know, you just know. And so far, things are not only still going good, they are better then I could have ever dreamed of.