The best first date ever!

Ok, so I know you all want details of my date yesterday, and I would have blogged about it last night, but seeing as I left my house at 10am and didn't get home until 1am, you have a pretty good idea so far how the date went. But details are what you want, and its details you shall have!

The whole way to his house I kept telling myself something is going to go wrong, he's not going to be who he's portrayed himself to be, he's going to be a weirdo, basically the same old typical Kimbo thoughts. The minute I saw him though, and he got in the car and smiled at me, those feelings went away. My intuition wasn't picking up any bad feelings, in fact, it felt as though I've known him for years, and this was just another day.

We went across the way to the grocery store to buy some sandwiches and chips and drinks to put in his cooler, since we were going to have a picnic once we got up to Prescott. The moment came where I had to tell him how to do my ramp, and he did it with no problem whatsoever, he even said it wasn't a big deal to him. He brings my chair over to me, starts to walk back to put the ramps away and stops and says, "I forgot something". He comes back over to me, looks into my eyes, and then gives me the sweetest kiss. When he pulled away from the kiss he ran his fingers through my hair and said, "My God, you are so beautiful". Talk about melt!

We go in to store and get what we need, and when we got to the register I offered to pay and he told me no. Once back to the car, he came over to kiss me again and he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight, and it was as though I just fit, as though I was made to be there.

The two-hour drive north to Prescott was beautiful, and we talked the entire way, about everything and anything. And Prescott was beautiful, the weather was fantastic and there was a huge arts and crafts fair and the courthouse courtyard, so we walked around there and took in everything. We eventually found a place to sit, where we could watch a gun show going on, and the whole time we just sat there, his arm around mine, a kiss here and there. It was as though, he is the person I am meant to spend my life with. And we were talking about that, and how crazy we were to feel this way, and he said he just knew, something told him not to be afraid of this, that this is what you've been looking for. He looked into my eyes, and I could see the feelings and the emotions he had. I am a very good judge if someone is lying, because their eyes will give it away, and there was no trace of that. As he looked into my eyes he told me I was amazing, that he knew he was meant to spend the rest of his life with me, he couldn't describe what he was feeling, but he knew that his search was over. He then kissed me and said, "I am so in love you". He even got a little teary when he told me this, even though he tried to hide it. I looked at him, and the first thought in my head was "Oh my God, I love him too". And I told him. And he asked me to be his girlfriend, which of course, I said yes.

Now...you know how cynical and jaded I am when it comes to love. But it feels right. And yeah, maybe we've only known each other for five days, but it is like nothing I have never felt before in my life. Its just natural, its like I've known him for years. Everything he is, everything he says, how he acts, how he looks at me, its as thought finally answered my prayers. He is what I have been looking for, and I am not sure how I got so lucky, but I guess, it was just our time. I've always heard, when you know, you know. And that's how we both feel. And I know he's sincere.

We spent the entire day up there, and didn't leave until 7pm. The drive home was nice, we talked more, about our families, about things we want to do together. We definitely agreed there is no rush whatsoever, there is still so much to learn about each other, and we are looking forward to all that.

After we got back to town, it was after 10pm, so we went over to a Starbucks that was open and just sat and talked more. The things he says to me, the way he looks at me, I feel like I am the only women in the world. Even up in Prescott, with tons of people around, I felt like it was just me and him there. This is such a new feeling, and I am not sure what to do with it. I feel like I should be trying to make this work in some way, trying to do something, but everything just comes naturally. This isn't forced.

I took him home around 12:30, 14 hours later! We hated saying goodbye, but we know we're going to see each other in a few days. When I got home, he was waiting online to make sure I got home ok, and we talked about how wonderful the day was.

I know some of you probably think I am crazy, and you know what, it is crazy! Its is the craziest thing I have ever done! I am usually so guarded with my heart, and I just have to no problem giving it to him. And if I do end up getting hurt one day, well then, at least I had this experience.