Its Mindbottling

Last night I took a break from all my creepy Internet dating weirdos and went out see the movie Blades of Glory with Mindy.

Oh my holy fuck cow, this movie was hilarious!! I think I laughed through the entire thing! I love Will Ferrell and Jon Heder, and they definitely make a great team. I need to see this movie again, and when it comes out, I am definitely buying it!

Saw a few cute guys, of course they were either with someone, or there was a cute manager who smiled at Mindy and who I tried to chase after for her haha!!

As for boy news...no weirdos to report tonight. Jay wrote me tonight to tell me he is having a good time in San Francisco, which I thought was really nice, I didn't expect to hear from him. I still like him, a lot, and I wish that things could have worked out. We have so much in common, its crazy! Who knows, maybe it still will one of these days, I don't know. He's an amazing guy and he deserves all the best. At least we are still really good friends right now, and I do care about him, a lot.

There is also a guy that I have known for a few months, we've talked on and off, and last night he said he'd definitely wants to go out sometime. He said he's not looking for anything serious, just fun, but I have a feeling he might just be looking for a sex buddy and you know, I deserve better. I am worthy more then just some roll in the hay. So I am leery to go out with him, because I feel he might expect that. If he wants to go out and date and have some fun without pressure to jump into bed, then I am game, but there is just something in my gut that tells me not to get involved in that. Plus, I'm not sure if I am really feeling this whole dating thing. Maybe I need to just step back, get away from the weirdos and the guys who just want sex. I guess I am at the point in my life where I am looking for something real. I don't need a man in my life to make me feel complete, but I like companionship. I want to be with someone because they enhance my life. I have so much to offer, and I know what a catch I am. Its just a matter of finding someone who can appreciate that.

Who knows...